This is Christian Alfons over in, what seems to be a dead Norway. As I mentioned in my last post, I have no idea if there’s anyone out there at all… but I’m writing this blog with the hopes that there may be. This is Christian Alfons, reporting from Norway.
Today I decided that sitting in the basement all day, being scared of something that’s not even out there, was stupid. It’s been a few days since I last made a post here, and I haven’t left the house since. However, today I found my mothers carkeys and drove into the city. I actually saw a moose on my way towards the city (Oslo). This is the first sign of life I’ve seen, except for birds, since it happened.
When I got into the city, my first thought was to see if I could find my mother. I didn’t think I’d find anything, but oh was I wrong. She worked in this huge office building down at the docks, and since the door was locked when I got there, I had to break the glassdoor. There was no lights on inside… it was like taken out of some movie. There was a horrible rotting smell there too, and I can only assume that it was bodies.
After climbing the 7 stories, I found the floor my mother was working at. She was sitting in her chair, as she always was… next to the window. There’s no way I can know if she dies peacefully… and somehow, I wasn’t crying. I think I already knew what I was gonna find when I entered that building, and I had already cried my guts out a good few weeks since the event that did this… I still have no freaking idea what happened.
I’m hoping that I’ll be able to find some clues as to what happened after I went to bed that night… but I am no doctor, and I do not have any education that can help me figure this out… so unless someone spells it out for me, I probably won’t find out… and since I’m all alone, I should just give up right now. This is hopeless.
What will I do? Well, I’ll be waiting here in my house untill I die… if not anyone helps me first.